Poking my head out from under the sand..

I know.. I've been gone a while with not so much as a peep as to where I've been and why I've abandoned this little white space of mine.

The truth is, I don't know why. I think we just kind of went in separate directions. Oswego Tea sat there, neglected, representing a part of my life that was exciting and crazy-- with lots of moving around and lots of new friends along the way. Then I moved back home--where things got familiar again and old friends featured prominently in my life.
G and I have officially settled down.
It's still exciting but in a very. different. way.

I just wasn't ready to make a decision either way. How could I shut Oswego Tea down after it had served me so well all those years? So there it sat, waiting for me to make up my mind. And then I decided to check my also poorly neglected email and lo and behold some comments were still coming in. And Rachel, oh you made me smile. Rachel wanted me to put her out of her misery and just make a decision already. She kind of snapped me out of it. Because Rachel, you're right, a girl needs to speak up even if it's just to say she hasn't yet decided.

So here I am, freely admitting that I'm still not sure. The fact is that life changes and I take comfort in knowing that Oswego Tea is here for me when I need to distract myself.

So let's see what happens.

If you feel like sticking around I'll be thrilled. If not, that's ok too. But at least now I've set the record straight.
Phew.
That feels good.